How Do I Unify My Path?

I am back after making a full circle

OK.

I am back after making a full circle.

How do I unify my path? I want to focus on my skills, something I am good at and can improve over time, not on something I am not good at or unfamiliar with.

I see a strange mushroom. It has a stem made of many strings (white and bluish-lilac). All those streams of consciousness/potentialities become part of one structure.

I seem to be dissecting the "mushroom" and looking at the structure up close. I see a single spore. It is white and blue. So, the spore belongs to the same mushroom. (It does look like an oyster mushroom.)

I am trying to understand what it means to me in practical terms.

I assume it is a journey (a bit of a joke there - a "trip ")

I see a dark blue and lilac ribbon, also a symbol of a path.

I feel like I cannot start. I don't have enough ingredients.

That's why AI generations can be helpful. They replace the ingredients I'm missing.

see a part of a sled. I see threads stretched on a frame to make fabric, but they get torn under pressure.

Now, a factory manager needs to perform tasks with limited resources.

I see a mushroom spore again. It is black now. It is a Panaeolus mushroom.

Those are two different paths.

They are both a part of the forest. Now I see multiple mushrooms growing.

I don't have to choose, but I still need to know what I am doing. Even if I don't. Maybe it's not about visualizing the path but about understanding and (most importantly) accepting what's happening. I also need to feel like I am moving.

I need insight into the SOHAIP and Battles of a Soul.

I see many dark strings. I also saw dark marshmallow-like mushrooms similar to those that grew on the dead tree stump. Now I see a little triangle (made of energy strings) wearing a party hat, reading a tiny ancient book.

OK. In the beginning, I resent myself as a triangle reading a tiny ancient book :D

But really…

I see something moving and growing really fast. I see the stream of purpose.

I always end up in the same spot, where I don't seem to know what to do. Maybe it is time to move on and write the ancient book.

I see pages and question the logistics. Maybe I can simply make a decision. I have already tried that.

Now I see a rash of some sort - a disease.

I need something that heals without causing more distress.

I see two streams. One is light blue, made out of strings of energy and presents itself as a cross-section. The surface is like thin fabric forming a wave. Next to it, there's a liquid-like substance that resembles lava and lava rocks. But instead of burning lava, there's liquid gold. These two sections coexist and form one path.

I want the process to be healing and enjoyable.

Am I making a physical book, or a movie?

I guess I am making both.

I see myself making a cover page and starting a movie.

Well… that's going to be interesting…